Love poetry

Where had you gone now?
For the past month your heart withdraws
Im getting tired of your explanations
I guess true love cant fight temptations

For once I just want whats real
Yes Im still in my youth
but you cry with deception
when your lies became your confessions

Was it hard to see that I can feel?
Open your eyes and look!
Go ahead, say her name!
Stab my heart again and again.

Let the flames begin
watch these pictures burn to shame
Do you feel pleasure when I cry?
Or does it bring sadness in your eye?

Thank God you can still smile
who knew hurt would bring you that much happiness?
Disappointment spells your name
Nice to know we are just a game